I haven't been writing much lately, i can't even think straight at this point. In August I lost my grandmother to cancer. In September my cousin was stabbed to death. In November I lost my grandpa, the doctor's said he died of a broken heart. And in the last few days my dog has been very sick, she had internal bleeding. I am trying to stay positive with Christmas around the corner. I have had family members pass before, but never like this. But my hear is broken for my aunt, she lost her mom, dad and daughter all in 4 months. Now she has to raise her grandson.
I will always have wonderful memories of my family. And I am very grateful that my children got to know their great grandparents. My children have wonderful memories of playing with their great grandpa and playing dolls with their great grandma. I try to talk t my dad and see how he is doing, but he is a person that does not like to talk about his feelings. He is a truck driver and being on the road is his escape. My family lives in Illinois and I an in North Carolina, and wasn't able to go to their funeral. I don't think I would have been able to handle 3 funerals in 4 months. At this point I just have to put everything in Gods hands, and know that he will take care of it all.
